Right / Wrong Desire to start in a big company?

I applied for the P&G and J&J campus recruitment a few days ago.

When I did the elements test from P&G, I was feeling it’s quite interesting. But when J&J’s little arrows appeared in over 3 questions, I was feeling why people use this kind of test to judge people for their intelligence. Maybe there is no better way currently as there are thousands of people competing for one position. There should be a way to pick out one candidate, no matter what.

But from my stand of point, I was feeling this is really a huge world with a ton of people you will never meet for the entire lifetime. By this I mean, there’re so many ways of living. The way to happiness is not limited to enter a high profile company.

I know I want be become more intelligent but I am doubting was my thinking that I should enter a Fortune 500 company is a right idea. Maybe yes, maybe not. I do have the desire, but I don’t want myself to feel miserable or it’s just myself feeling disgusted or upset during the test process. I was nervous so my intelligence was degraded to some extent. I kept touching my back because of my nervousness.

Last night, I was feeling exhausted when realizing I wasn’t given a chance to take the verbal test from Adidas. A few days ago, I was refused for a basic position to write WeChat copies. I wasn’t upset bc I wasn’t so interested in the position. After two or three failures from the top companies, I knew it’s not easy even I’m back home. Here are so many students from all backgrounds competing with me. I’d better hold on. This is what I told myself before I went sleep. I told myself I need some discipline to hold my energy and keep trying.

This morning, before the J&J test, I read something from Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill. I read this kind of financial books recently partly because of my fear of not getting a job, not feeding myself.

My situation is that I utilized lots of years for two diplomas – one bachelor, another master. My professional experience is poor for anyone in the industry to see. Still, I have a high exception on my entry salary which surprises my dad. How can I have such a high expectation? But to me, it’s only a number. I don’t really care only if I can feed myself. But when the interviewer asks you, you still have to assertively give a number.

Back to the test, I was feeling furious to some points. This kind of question should be a piece of cake to me. But I made mistakes and due to the limit time for each question, I lost a few on each of the three parts.

Now, half an hour past. I am sitting here checking on my blogs. I knew today I should be open-minded. Nothing can judge or tell us who we are. If they don’t fit me, we just keep looking, trying and finding the optimal way for ourselves.  The next keyword is thinking about the state of mind I should have.


Thanks for reading. Have fun with your day!








摄影笔记Note|听Stanley聊摄影 Stanley’s talking about photoshooting


一个名为Stanley Chen的摄影师讲了一些基本的摄影原理。Stanley是一个年纪相仿的摄影师,专业原为环境学,但是现在是职业摄影师,或许因此,他的摄影作品更多的是关于大自然。

喜欢他的原因,是因为他的简单和专注。关注他有三四年了,从Lofter开始的。最初喜欢他的自然系列摄影,作品给人干净清澈无累赘的清新感。后来看他在new jersey湖边背对着big apple跳poppin舞。心里很奇妙。今年刚刚看到他的Ins,可惜他本来住在new jersey那么近,过去两年没有试着去reach out,时间这么过去了,他也离开此地。

关于拍摄的思维方式,Stanley的观点是 :“拍摄的一瞬间是来不及也不需要思考的,需要锻炼的是感觉。” 怎么做呢?去看更多大师的拍摄作品。训练自己的直觉反应。



William Eggleston




Alex Webb 




Vivian Maier 




Saul Leiter 


(website not found)


Arnold Newman 













WeChat: Fay_NY

Wechat Public Platform and its business use微信公众平台和其商用

Wechat Marketing has many successful cases currently, more and more small business companies use this tool to create and maintain good relationships with their target audience. For example, a delivery service brand called Shentong express from China has a store in flushing, New York. This year, the store starts using wechat to add customers as its friends. Now, wechat functions as customer service tool. And it makes communication between both easier. This is usual when companies want to make breakthroughs in the developing process. However, this doesn’t count as public platform in terms of communication form. Wechat public platform has the following entrances, and its majority users now are mandarin speaking people. And the characteristics among different business types differs. And as for the use of wechat social function(its basic function), it’s also different among different layers of audience of various ages.

微信营销在当下有很多成功案例,也有越来越多的小企业通过微信创建与客户之间良好的关系。加深与客户之间的联系。举例: 纽约法拉盛申通快递旗舰店,利用微信和客户之间直接成为好友,使得微信平台直接充当客服的作用,增加便利性。这是企业在发展过程中利用微信社交功能来实现突破。这还不能算是公众平台。微信公众平台有如下端口,目前大多数用户都是华语用户,各个不同的商业领域以及有不同的特征。在微信的使用上,不同年龄层的受众接收到的信息形式也有不同的风格。

The WECHAT official sites are as following, in two languages.


English web:  https://admin.wechat.com/

Screen Shot 2016-02-29 at 2.13.24 PM

中文官网:          https://mp.weixin.qq.com/

Screen Shot 2016-02-29 at 1.31.07 PM.pngThere are cases for audience and first time users to learn from and get experience. There are three different categories of service platform.

The first one is Service platform, it aims to make business companies provide service and communicate with target customers in a more convenient way. Because the convenience grow, the company would be more likely to expand its target audience.

The second one is called Subscription platform. It’s used more and more these days by startups. And its function is the closest among the three to a blog. It could functions as the media platform and for a new brand or a new media to promote themselves around the world.

The third one is Company platform, it is used by organizations and companies to connect and get information easily interiorly. It makes management and communication more effectively in the entire company. Universities, NGOs, and agencies all use it.


Screen Shot 2016-02-29 at 1.33.48 PM

It worths noting that these days, the wechat business platform are still growing. Just yesterday, I met with a group of artists and entrepreneurs, about four out of seventeen are starting their business with wechat platform. And also, for those are already very powerful, many international brands expand their tentacles via wechat to reach broader audience, especially mandarin speakers.


Story continues…

My ins: fayznyzzz

My Lofter: http://beauvent.lofter.com  

My Sina weibo:  http://weibo.com/u/1568555167     

Comments and questions are welcome. Contact me at zpffay@gmail.com